Railroad-trail

Time goes on.
This is the period where I feel suffocated sometimes.
Haven been in stuck in such a situation for a really long time.
Its mentally draining I find. arghh.

I wish I didn't meet you. Because you led me into a situation which I feel like escaping.
I wish that I could turn back time, and told you lesser stuff about me. Because it feels really weird now. Seriously. I thought maybe you're someone I could rely on. But I was wrong. Maybe you just turn out to be someone I didn't think you would really be. Everything when my phone vibrates, I hoping its you, but nahh.. you know such thing won't last? It got to the point that whenever my phone vibrates, I know its not you. Because you left. Whatever it is, I know you won't care anymore. You gave me a new phobia. Thanks.

Frankly speaking, I hate myself for being so jealous easily. Even when it comes to friend. What to do, people come and people go. And its only when that happen you know who your true friends are. I once thought that you could be one. But sad to say, I know well enough, you're not one who I can depend on anymore.

I choose to leave, its because you have a new friend and new bunch of clique. I made my decision, and its final. As much as I didn't want to, you push me to the point which I had to.